Saint
Ramajujacharya once got a Sankalpa to undertake pilgrimage. He had
innumerable disciples and naturally, His entourage was very big. The
tour arrangements had to be elaborate and precise. It included arranging
for daily Pooja and food arrangements for the entire group. Swami
Ramanujacharya asked two of His disciples to inform a certain rich
devotee that the entourage would halt at his place for one night.
When the two disciples reached the rich mans town, they realized
how busy the rich man was. They had to wait for hours before they
could get to see him. When the rich man came to know that Swami Ramanujacharya
would be halting for a night in his place, he was overcome with joy.
He summoned his secretaries and gave them instructions to ensure that
all necessary arrangements be done well in advance. He told them that
they should decorate the entire town, as it was a rare opportunity.
For the next couple of hours, he was busy giving instructions about
the arrangements to be made.
The
disciples returned and narrated to their Guru as to how great the
rich mans devotion was. However, Saint Ramanujacharya was not
listening to what the disciples were telling. He asked, Did
the rich man offer you food?
The
disciples said that the rich man was so overwhelmed by the news that
he pushed everything aside and started giving orders to his workers
about the arrangements to be made. The disciples also told that if
the rich man had forgotten to offer food, it was because he was totally
immersed in making arrangements and that nothing more should be read
into it. They even said that they were happy to see such a great devotee.
Somehow, none of this seemed to impress Swami Ramanujacharya.
The
tour began. The rich mans town was nearing. The other disciples,
who had heard about the elaborate arrangements that awaited them,
could not hide their excitement. They were anxious to reach that town.
When they were passing through a hamlet, Swami Ramanuja asked one
of the disciples is this not where my dear devotee Govinda
resides?
Govinda
was a very good devotee. He observed all the austerities with implicit
devotion. He was young. But he was very poor. He used to earn his
livelihood by begging in the nearby villages.
It seems he was not aware that his Guru was passing through the hamlet.
There was no way he could know about it either. No one bothered to
talk to him. No one told him that Swami Ramanuja would pass through
this hamlet.
The
disciples were somewhat irked by the fact that Swami Ramanuja remembered
his disciple, whereas it should have been the other way round. It
was Govindas duty to know about his Gurus itinerary, they
thought. They grew jealous. Swami Ramanuja, ignoring their jealousy,
walked through the small lanes and alleys and finally stopped in front
of a hut and called Govinda! Govinda!!
The
hut didnt even have a door. A broken thatch was kept in the
front. It served as the door. Even this door did not open. Govinda
did not come out. But the sound of a faint cry of a woman who was
weeping could be heard.
The
sound of weeping melted Ramanujas heart. Immediately Swami Ramanuja
removed the long ochre robe covering his chest and threw it inside
the hut. After a couple of minutes, a woman wearing that cloth came
out and prostrated before Swami Ramanuja, and requested Him to be
seated, showing a mud platform in front of the hut. It seemed as if
Swami Ramanuja forgot about the journey ahead. He sat down on the
muddy platform as happily as one would sit on a golden throne.
The
housewife prostrated before Swami Ramanuja once again and said, Swamiji,
my husband has gone to beg for food to a nearby village. He will be
back very soon. I beg that you and your entourage should accept our
hospitality today. Even before she could complete her words,
she began weeping and sobbing. However, Swami Ramanuja remained calm
and said, Alright. We will stay here today and accept your hospitality.
There is no hurry. Take your time.
The
disciples became horrified at the idea of having to eat in the hut.
They also became angry on the housewife. She says her husband
has gone to the neighbouring village to beg, and she wants all of
us to accept the hospitality here! Is this devotion or ego?
Saint
Ramanuja instructed His disciples to arrange the Pooja altar right
in front of the hut. Arrangements began on a war footing. The housewife
had disappeared and was nowhere to be seen! The disciples started
to become wary.
The
housewife, having prostrated once again to Swami Ramanujacharya from
a distance, wiped her tears and briskly walked to a nearby village.
She went straight to the rich shopkeeper of the village.
Donning
ochre robes, she was looking like a moon amidst raging fires. The
shopkeeper was shaken when he saw the housewife. She ignored his looks
and, with folded hands, said, This cloth was blessed by Swami
Ramanujacharya, who has graciously accepted to have lunch in our house
today. The full entourage is also with Him. I beg you to provide the
grocery that is sufficient to feed them today. You may also come and
have your food with them. After they leave, you may take me to the
hell-like world that you have secretly hidden in your heart since
many years. But for now, please send the grocery to my house.
So
saying, she didnt even wait for a reply and returned to her
hamlet. The cart carrying the grocery followed. After sometime, the
rich shopkeeper also reached the hamlet. But, for a change, he did
not peep into the hut. He fell at the feet of Swami Ramanujacharya
and started crying loudly like a small child. Swami Ramanuja did not
ask as to why he was crying. He allowed him to cry. Finally, Swami
Ramanuja said, if a child commits a mistake, the mother will
not kill him. Come on, take the Teertham and Prasadam and purify your
thoughts. Lead a life of purity. With this, the rich shopkeeper
stopped sobbing.
Govinda,
who had gone to the neighbouring village for begging, returned. He
could not believe his eyes. He wondered if he was in Vaikuntha. He
walked straight into his house and saw his wife, dressed in ochre
robes, busy cooking food. He mentally prostrated to the ochre robes
that covered her body. He consoled his wife, who was fighting to hold
back her tears. He also joined her in cooking.
After
some time, the Pooja was over. Bhiksa was served to Swami Ramanujacharya.
The disciples too had their food. But Swami Ramanujacharya was in
no hurry to leave! People from surrounding villages started coming
in groups to have the Darshan of Swami Ramanujacharya.
The
news reached the millionaire devotee. I have spent huge amounts
of money for the arrangements. Still, Swami has decided to hold the
Satsang in the house of Govinda, the beggar! Swami and the entire
entourage have had their food also there! Have I done anything wrong?
these thoughts were haunting his mind. He did not know what
to do. He did not feel like going to that hamlet because he thought
that it would be an insult to him. Finally, he thought that he should
not worry about insult and decided go and have the Darshan of Swami
Ramanujacharya. He came to Govindas house and fell at the feet
of Swami Ramanujacharya. Upon enquiry, he came to know that Swamiji
had changed the route and that He would not be visiting his town.
The millionaire felt shattered.
Have
I done something wrong? If I have not done anything wrong, why then
did my Guru, having come so near my town, decide to change the itinerary
and the route? Even if I have committed a mistake, he could have corrected
me instead of going to that poor beggars house along with such
a big group of disciples. The more the millionaire thought about
it, the more agitated he became. Finally, he said, Gurudev,
I seem to have committed some mistake. Because of my mistake, you
had to sit on this muddy platform today.
Swami
Ramanujacharya, who was hitherto smiling benignly, cast a piercing
look at the millionaire. To call this a muddy platform is another
mistake He said.
O!
Gurudev! Please tell me what my first mistake was. This time,
the millionaire had softened to a great degree.
Swami
Ramanujacharya smiled benignly and said, O! Millionaire! You
were overwhelmed with joy when you learnt that I would visit you.
To show off your richness, you spent hundreds of thousands of rupees.
You have such great devotion for me! Alright. You remember the two
disciples who conveyed to you the message about my visit? Did you
ever enquire whether they had taken food or not?
The
millionaire seemed to be hurt with this question. Soon he recovered
and said, Gurudev! Everyday hundreds of devotees take food in
my house. I have made such arrangements that Anna Dana goes on automatically
everyday in my house.
Oh!
Yes? Hundreds of devotees eat in your house everyday? Do you also
have food along with them? No. No, because, you are a philanthropist.
They are beggars. Even if I come there, I should sit with them and
eat. Isnt it? although Swami Ramanujacharya was
smiling, the millionaire felt as though he was being stabbed.
Millionaire:
Gurudev! Pardon me, pardon me. After all, I am like a dust particle
sticking to your feet.
Swami:
Yes, of course! I am a pontiff. A Guru. So you say I am great and
you are a tiny dust particle. All others are like insignificant flies.
Millionaire:
Pardon me Gurudev! But I dont have such feelings.
Swami:
It is not that you dont have. You simply dont know that
you have. This is because such a feeling is deeply embedded in your
mentality.
Millionaire:
I dont deny what you are saying.
Swami:
You are not denying because you are afraid that I may curse you. Otherwise,
you would have denied it. Be that as it may. Now, can you tell why
you are not able to deny it?
Millionaire:
Gurudev! If when you are insisting so much, it would be wrong if I
dont say why it is so. I think it is the way we have been raised.
We have been used behave like upper class, and to look down upon others
as insignificant beings.
Swami:
Why am I not looking insignificant to you?
Millionaire:
Oh! Lord!! Have mercy!!! You are verily Lord Narayana himself!
Swami:
What about these people?
Millionaire:
They are ordinary beings.
Swami:
Do you mean to say that Narayana is limited to me? Is your Narayana
not omni-present?? Is the Vedic dictum purusha evedam
sarvam untrue???
Millionaire:
How can it be untrue? But, it is something that only great beings
like you can comprehend. How can ordinary mortals like us comprehend
it?
Swami:
O.K., agreed, you cannot comprehend. But should you not at least remember
it?
Millionaire:
I remember it everyday when I meditate.
Swami:
It means, these beings are of the form of Narayana only when you are
meditating. At other times, they are insignificant creatures. Is this
what you want to say?
Millionaire:
It is not like that! But in our mundane life, I feel certain paradoxes
are inevitable!!
Swami:
It may be so! We, the poor, may not be able to understand the problems
of rich people like you. Let us keep it aside. You are so proficient
in worldly matters. You could have made arrangements that are enough
just for me. Why did you invite so many people for lunch?
Millionaire:
Even if they had taken birth one hundred times, they could not have
even dreamt of having your Darshan. So I thought that they too should
be blessed with your Darshan.
Swami:
What about all this decoration? Were they really needed?
Millionaire:
Gurudev! You are greater than even the emperors. We make grand preparations
even if a small king visits our town. Actually, what I have done for
you is nothing.
Swami:
You arranged lunch to gratify the poor. You have made this grand decoration
because I am greater than emperors. But I dont understand why
you had to invite rich people of the neighbouring villages and make
special arrangements for them.
Millionaire:
Swamiji, let them also benefit.
Swami:
Who am I to prevent you from doing these things! But, are they not
rich? Couldnt they have made their own arrangements if they
really wanted to have my Darshan? Why should you make arrangements
for them?
Millionaire:
They are my co-businessmen. It is basic courtesy to invite them.
Swami:
So you are using me to show-off your greatness to your co-businessmen.
You are using me to prove that you are a great devotee. You are using
me to prove how rich you are!
Millionaire:
I had never thought on those lines. Now that you are saying, I feel
it may be true to a certain extent.
Swami:
But tell me something. Those rich businessmen your so-called
co-businessmen are you sure that they are not of the nature
of Lord Narayana?
Millionaire:
Swamiji, after all, they are all like me. They are ordinary householders.
They too commit several mistakes. Even they are groping in the dark.
Swami:
O.K. What you mean to say is, when you are meditating, these poor
people are of the nature of Lord Narayana. These rich guys are not
even that. You believe that only I am of the nature of Lord Narayana.
Still, you are using me as a pawn in your worldly games. Is it devotion?
Millionaire:
Gurudev! I am utterly confused now. I dont know what to say.
Swami:
I am not angry. I am only discussing. I have another question. You
said that because of you, I had to sit on this muddy platform. It
means, your actions are capable of making Lord Narayana fall on this
muddy platform. Isnt it?
Millionaire:
Gurudev! I am not able to grasp your intent. Please explain.
Swami:
It is very simple. Lord Narayana is omni-potent and totally independent.
You say I am of the nature of Lord Narayana. It means that even I
am independent and omni-potent. If so, how is that I was made to sit
on this muddy platform because of some action of yours? Does it mean
that I am not independent? this is my doubt.
Millionaire:
Please forgive me Swamiji. I dont claim that I made you sit
on this muddy platform. I dont feel that way.
Swami:
I dont think so either. So, I must have sat on this out of sheer
anger on you, isnt it?
Millionaire:
No! No!! Saints like you are above anger and desires.
Swami:
Well then, I did not sit here because you made me sit. I did not sit
because I was angry. If so, I should have found something here that
I did not find with you. What could that be? Think with a cool head.
Millionaire:
Gurudev! I agree that the devotion of this poor couple is greater
than my devotion.
Swami:
Dont think I am angry. You committed the second mistake when
you said muddy platform. Now, you are committing the third
mistake by calling this couple as poor.
Millionaire:
I agree Swamiji, when it comes to devotion, they are millionaires.
Swami:
It seems that you cannot measure anything without using the word million.
But remember! There is no measure for devotion. If you call this couple
as poor, it means even Atri-Anasuya were poor. Arundhati-Vasishtha
were poor. Vamana is also poor as per your definition of poor.
You must have read about sages who, standing amidst raging fires,
performed penance. Look at this couple, who are doing Sadhana amidst
raging fires of the society. They have only one piece of cloth for
both of them. This hamlet doesnt even have hundred houses where
Govinda can beg for his food! He is constantly subjected to humiliation
and dishonor of the villagers. Look at this wealthy trader. He is
the most intensely raging flame of all! Govinda and his wife are standing
amidst these wretched and raging flames and are continuously chanting
the name of the Lord. They are always remembering their Guru. They
do not have any other thought! Therefore, although in our tradition
there is no practice of giving initiation to women, I gave her the
ochre robe. In fact, this couple does not belong to any caste, creed
or religion. They have transcended such limitations long ago. Oh!
Yes! How do you think this couple achieved such great heights in Sadhana?
What in them do you think, has pleased Lord Srihari? What in them
do you think, attracted me towards them?
This is a true incident that we come across in the biography of Saint
Ramanuja. To make it easily understandable, it has been modified as
a lively conversation between the Guru and the rich disciple. At the
end of the narration, Swami Ramanuja posed three questions to the
millionaire. It is understandable that the millionaire had no answers
for them. Let us ask ourselves do we have the answers? The
following Sookti gives a clue to those who are striving for those
answers:
Ahantaa
dhana kshetra vidyaadi jaataa
Pradeyaa gurou naiva tuchcham dhanaadi
Lataantaavaleebhirhi poojaam vidhatte
Na shakhaadinaa bhoori roopena bhaktah
Ego
arising out of wealth, property and knowledge should be surrendered
to the Guru; not the paltry objects. One performs Pooja with the flowers
(which grow at the end of the branches of a plant) and not with the
branches themselves, isnt it?
Let
us analyse the second part of the Sookti first. It says, the devotee
should worship God with flowers that grow at the end of the branches
and not with the branches themselves. It is indeed a very good simile.
But what is the message that it wants to convey through this simile?
The answer is in the first part of the Sookti.
Everyone in this world aspires for wealth, knowledge and power. Why?
Because, by having them, one can lead a comfortable life. If wealth,
knowledge and power are branches, happiness should be the flower that
grows at their ends. But the above Sookti states in no uncertain words
that the flower that grows at the tip of the branches is not happiness,
but is in fact ego. Is it not contradictory to common experience?
If we think deeply, we sometimes feel yes and sometimes
we feel no. If we think even more deeply, we will feel
that it is better to accept that wealth etc., causes happiness at
certain times and at other times, causes ego.
However,
this Sookti does not permit such compromise. Therefore, it has considered
wealth etc., as Tuchcha. In ordinary sense, the word Tuchcha
means paltry. However, in technical sense, Tuchcha means
that which is non-existent, but appears as though it exists. For example,
horns of a rabbit. A question now arises. Are wealth etc., tuchcha
in this sense?
If
they are not tuchcha, they should be real. If they are real, their
fruits namely ego etc., should also be real. If happiness,
ego etc., are real, they should be equal to all. That is, just as
a hill in front of us appears as a hill for you as well as for me,
an object that causes happiness to me should cause happiness to you
also.
But,
in this world, an object that brings happiness to one person need
not necessarily bring happiness to another person. You like potatoes.
I feel like vomiting even if you utter the word potato.
No one can deny this.
This problem arose because of the assumption that wealth etc., are
real. Power, wealth, degrees etc., are aspects that have imaginary
existence; they are not real.
Let
us take a common example. Hunger is real. A fruit is also real. But
the value or price fixed to the fruit byman
is unreal. Similarly, when a person helps another person, superiority
or inferiority between them is unreal. Similarly, when it comes to
study of nature, the degrees or grades held by a person are unreal.
Thus, wealth, authority, degree etc., are tuchcha because
they are unreal (and possess only imaginary existence). Flowers in
a non-existent branch of a plant are also non-existent. Although non-existent,
they appear as though they exist! Therefore, they are also tuchcha.
Among such tuchcha objects, that which serves as the basis
for other tuchcha aspects is Ahankara (ego). If there
is no ego, there is no ownership of wealth! There is no supremacy
of power! And there will be no intellectual dominance!
The
above Sookti says that what grows at the tip of branches such as wealth,
power and knowledge are nothing but flowers of ego, and urges us to
surrender these flowers.
What
does surrendering mean? It is not offering some and keeping back some.
One should offer without expecting anything in return. This is called
Samarpana or total offering. The word pradeya
in the above Sookti echoes the same meaning.
In
the story narrated at the beginning, the millionaire too had some
devotion. He too had charitable attitude. He too had curbed his ego
to a certain extent. But Swami Ramanujacharya was not satisfied because
he had not surrendered his ego totally. In fact, a major portion of
his ego was still in him.
In
contrast, the noble couple did not even a small bit of ego that they
could surrender! The flower of desire had not blossomed in the branch
called devotion (their devotion for the Almighty was devoid of desires).
The flower of jealousy had not grown in the branch called poverty
(though they were poor, they were not jealous of others who were better
off). The flower called hatred had not grown in the branch called
hardship (though they were facing great hardship, they did not hate
anyone or blame anyone). All this was possible because they had no
ego! It is exactly for this reason that the muddy platform in front
of the hut was like a golden throne for Saint Ramanujacharya.
What
do you think made me come to this couple? Saint Ramanuja had
asked the millionaire. He had not asked why did I not come to
you?
Now
you know as to what would be a correct answer. They did not have ego.
That is why Narayana visited them.
If
one has ego, what should he do? One should surrender that ego completely.
Is it not exactly the reason that I am engaged in acts of charity?
one may ask. If so, as one goes on giving away charity, ones
ego should go on decreasing. If on the other hand, if ones ego
increases, the charitable acts that one does would be a mere waste.
Who
is to decide if your ego has decreased? You are your own judge. Therefore,
you should examine yourself. You should introspect. You should analyze
yourself. Even if your intentions behind the acts of charity are good,
you may still not succeed if you allow yourself to succumb to egoistic
attitude. At such times, the Sadguru will caution you. This is exactly
what Saint Ramanujacharya did in the above story.
This
Sookti urges you to analyze for yourself whether you are getting rid
of ego as you go on doing charitable acts. May Lord Dattatreya bless
you all so that you respond to the call of this Sookti. May your analysis
be flawless. May the seed of ego in you be destroyed.
Jaya
Guru Datta.
Sri
Swamiji