In
the prelude of the great epic Mahabharata, we come across an interesting
story. There lived a sage called Dhowmya during the time when Parikshit
was ruling the kingdom after the Pandavas. He was running a school
in the forest. No one had ever seen him open his mouth and teach his
students. Surprisingly, his students, after studying under him for
a couple of decades, would become great scholars. The other sages
living during that period had given the nickname Ayodanta
to Dhowmya. Ayodanta means one who has teeth of iron (to indicate
that his mouth never opened).
A boy named Upamanyu came to the hermitage to study under Dhowmya.
Upamanyus parents left after Dhowmya accepted their son as his
disciple. Many days passed and still Dhowmya had not taught even a
single letter to Upamanyu. After a couple of years passed by without
any education, Upamanyu gathered some courage and asked his Guru Gurudev!
Will you please give me some assignment?
So
you want to do something? Alright. From tomorrow onwards, take the
cows for grazing.
Upamanyu
was happy that at last there was something for him to do. Upamanyu
was a chubby boy. Because he had no work to do for a couple of years,
he had become even more fat. On his first day of the new assignment,
when he returned to the hermitage, he was very happy. He went to the
Guru and said, Gurudev, I have done the work entrusted to me
The
iron teethed Guru grinned and said, Upamanyu, you look so chubby.
What do you eat everyday?
Upamanyu: I go to the neighbouring village every day and do Madhukara
Vritti. (Madhukara = honey bee. Vritti = Occupation. Just as a bee
collects nectar from various flowers, a student is required to beg
in several houses for his food.)
Guru:
Is it so? Did I tell you to do that?
Upamanyu:
No Guruji. You did not tell me to do that. I assumed that I should
do that and therefore I am going with other students to beg for food
in the neighbouring village.
Guru:
All the students offer to me whatever food they got by begging. Only
if I give them a portion of it, they will eat.
Upamanyu:
Forgive me Gurudev! I will also do like that from tomorrow.
The
following day, Upamanyu placed at the feet of his Guru, whatever food
he had procured by begging. The Guru beamed happily and said, you
may go now. Upamanyu stood there for a while and left. This
went on for a few days.
Upamanyu
was doing his duty well.
After
a few days, his Gurus gaze fell on him once again.
Guru:
Upamanyu! You are offering to me whatever you get by begging. How
is it that you still you look very plump and chubby? What are you
eating?
Upamanyu:
Guruji, after I make the offering, I am going once again to the village
for begging. Whatever I get then, I am eating.
Guru:
It is a very small village. There are so many students whom the villagers
have to support by way of giving food. If you go twice, will it not
cause hardship to the villagers? Did you ever think about it??
Upamanyu:
Forgive me Gurudev. I had never thought about it.
Guru:
If you go again and again, the villagers may not have anything to
offer to your fellow students. By doing so, you are depriving your
fellow students of their share.
Upamanyu:
Forgive me Guruji, I will never do that again.
Few more days passed. The Gurus gaze fell on Upamanyu again.
Guru:
Upamanyu, you have been offering to me whatever you bring. I am not
giving you even a morsel of food. You have stopped going for a second
time. Still you look fleshy and healthy. How is it that you have not
lost any weight? Are you eating anything?
Upamanyu:
I am not eating anything Gurudev! Whenever I am hungry, I milk the
cows in the forest and drink the milk.
Guru:
What did you say! Are those cows yours?
Upamanyu:
No Guruji, the cows belong to you.
Guru:
Have I granted you permission to consume their milk?
Upamanyu:
No Guruji.
Guru:
Now, does it not amount to stealing?
Upamanyu:
Forgive me Gurudev! It never occurred to me. I will not do that mistake
again.
After a few days, the Gurus gaze fell on Upamanyu once again.
Upamanyu was still stout and healthy.
Guru:
Upamanyu, you have stopped eating food. You have stopped drinking
milk. How is it that you are still so fat? What are you eating?
Upamanyu:
I am not eating anything Guruji! When the calves drink milk, they
a portion of the milk oozes through their mouth in the form of frothy
milk. Whenever that happens, I collect it in my palm and drink it,
instead of allowing it to go waste. I am able to sustain myself with
the milk that spills over.
Guru:
You fool! You think you are very clever? You know what? The calves
are just allowing all the milk to pass through their mouth out of
compassion for you. They are not drinking their mothers milk!!
You thought that it is spill over? In fact, you are depriving the
calves of their mothers milk.
Upamanyu:
Guruji, I am utterly ashamed of myself. I didnt realize that
the calves were sacrificing all the time for my sake. I dont
have even minimum courtesy. The calves are far better than I am. Please
forgive me. I will never repeat this mistake.
Few
more days passed. This time, Upamanyu started losing weight. He became
very lean and weak. He always looked fatigued. Those around him took
pity on him. However, his Guru did not say a word. What was even more
surprising was, even Upamanyu never said a word. He performed his
duties with utmost dedication. Never did he ask for food.
Summer arrived. One day, while the cows were grazing in the forest,
Upamanyu became very very hungry. He did not know what to do. He wandered
here and there and saw an Arka (Calatropis) plant.
Most
of the forest had become barren because the cattle had eaten away
all the greenery. However the Arka plants were still there because
no animal ate them. Upamanyu, who was extremely hungry, thought this
plant is not useful to any animal. Even if I eat the leaves of this
plant, it wont amount to depriving any animal of its food. So
thinking, he plucked the leaves of an Arka plant and ate them. Within
minutes he felt nauseating and his head started reeling. He became
frightened and rubbed his eyes with his fingers. The fingers had become
wet with the milk that exuded from the leaves of Arka plant. He lost
his sight immediately.
When
it was sunset time, the cows, out of practice, started walking back
towards the Ashram. Upamanyu was vomiting repeatedly and had become
very weak. He was afraid that the cows would lose their way.
Overcome
by anguish, he tried to control the cowherd even though he had become
blind. He collided against trees and fell on thorny bushes. But he
continued.
After
a while, he fell in a well. As it was summer time, there was no water
in the well and he sustained severe injuries. Unable to get up, he
lay there motionless.
The
cows, out of practice, reached the hermitage safely. Dhowmya, who
had never bothered about the cows all these days, suddenly became
inquisitive. He wanted to ensure that all the cows had returned.
All
the cows had returned, but the cowboy was nowhere to be seen.
The Guru was worried. He called his disciples and asked them as to
where Upamanyu was.
Disciples:
We saw him in the morning when he took the cows to the forest. The
sun has just set. Dont worry Guruji, he will be here any moment.
Guru:
Oh my God! I had ordered him not to eat the food that he got by begging.
I had forbidden him from drinking milk. He was becoming weak day by
day. May be he got disgusted with me and eloped to his native place.
Disciples:
If it is so, we will know as soon as he reaches his place.
Guru:
What if he has collapsed out of fatigue?
Disciples:
What do you want us to do now, Guruji?
Guru:
Come on, let us search in the forest.
The
Guru and the disciples went to the forest. There were tears in the
Gurus eyes. His voice had become choked. His legs
were trembling. He could not walk any more. Son! Upamanyu!!
Where are you my boy??? he shouted.
I am here Guruji came a faint reply from a nearby well.
The Guru was relieved. The disciples turned their torches towards
the well and peeped inside. When Dhowmya saw Upamanyu lying in the
rocky well, he felt choked.
Guru:
What are you doing there?
Upamanyu:
Forgive me Guruji! I am not able to see you.
Guru:
What do you mean! So many torches are burning. Cant you see
my face?
Upamanyu:
I have lost my eyes Guruji!
Guru:
Why? What happened??
Upamanyu:
I disobeyed you once again. Thats why all this happened.
Guru:
What did you do?
Upamanyu:
Even though I had understood that you wanted me to fast, and even
though I know that one should not eat Arka leaves, I ate them.
Guru:
Did the milk of the plant fall in your eyes?
Upamanyu:
Yes, Guruji.
Guru:
Oh! What have you done!! Alright. Do what I say now. Pray to Ashwini
Devatas. They are the celestial physicians. If they bless you, all
your difficulties will vanish.
That was the instruction that Dhowmya gave. Nothing more.
Hymns in praise of Ashwini Devatas started flowing from Upamanyus
mouth. His heart merged in the thought of the Ashwini Devatas. Slowly
a light started burning inside him. Gradually, the light became still
like a brilliant gemstone.
Within seconds, the Ashwini Devatas came in the celestial path and
descended in the dilapidated well where Upamanyu had fallen. They
said, Son! We are Ashwini Devatas. We have come here because
we were pleased with your prayers. Here! Take this dish. If you eat
it, you will regain your eyesight. You will become a scholar and you
will be endowed with special powers. So saying, they placed
a sweet smelling dish in his hands.
Upamanyu: O! Ashwini Gods! Please forgive me. I am grateful for your
kind gesture. But I cant eat anything unless my Guru permits
me.
Ashwini
Gods: Upamanyu, dont act foolish. We had given such a dish to
your Guru when he was a boy. He did not say that he needed his Gurus
permission to eat it. He ate it at once and became a great soul.
Upamanyu:
O! Ashwini Gods! Forgive me again. I have already suffered because
I did not follow my Gurus instructions. I dont want to
commit the same mistake again. I dont care if I become alright
or not. I dont care if I become a scholar or not. I dont
care if I get powers or not. All I want to do is follow my Gurus
instructions.
The
Ashwini Gods were pleased at the firm resolve of Upamanyu. Very
well indeed. Your resolve is indeed praiseworthy. Your devotion is
par excellence. You dont need any dish. The mantra suggested
by your Guru itself is enough to remove all your hardships. They will
open your eyes physical as well as spiritual. We are indeed
very happy to hear what you are saying said the Ashwini Devatas
and disappeared.
Upamanyu
felt as though he woke up from sleep. He opened his eyes. The Ashwini
Devatas were not there. He was not in the well anymore. He was sitting
next to his Guru.
The
Guru, eyes full of tears, embraced Upamanyu. What the Ashwini
Gods told you just now is true! May your inner eyes open. May you
be blessed with all prosperity! he said.
Upamanyu
became a scholar in no time. The four Vedas, the six Shastras and
the sixty-four branches of knowledge became known to him without any
effort.
That
was his last day at the hermitage. He prostrated to his Guru and left.
We
come across this story in Mahabharata. In this, what is it that the
Guru did? What is it that the disciple got?
The Guru displayed his greatness in the end. But what about his earlier
behaviour? Can anyone say it was humane?
Shall we conclude that this was how knowledge was imparted in ancient
India? It may not be proper to conclude so. If it was so, the fellow
sages would not have nicknamed Dhowmya as Ayodanta (iron
toothed person). It shows that not all followed that method.
Shall
we conclude that Dhowmya followed the wrong path? If it was so, his
fellow sages would not have respected him. But, Dhowmya commanded
a lot of respect from all. He was a respected figure. Also, if he
was a cruel person, why would parents send their children to him??
If
his is not a wrong path and if it is not a path followed by other
Gurus, what else is it?
Such questions arise whenever we read the biographies of great Sadgurus.
Let us see what answer the following Sookti has to offer.
Sweekartavyam
yadaa shishyaat
Naavashishyeta sadguroh
Tadaa shishyah swatantrah syaat
Shaanta roga ivaaturah
When
there is nothing left for the Sadguru to accept from his disciple,
he becomes free just as a sick person becomes free from the
physician once the disease is cured.
Like
in the previous months Sookti, there is the mention of accepting
in this Sookti also. We had discussed as to how we should understand
the meaning of the word accepting in such situations.
It was mentioned in the previous Sookti that accepting
means to eradicate such qualities from a disciple, which are
not useful to him. Even in this Sookti, the same meaning has
to be applied to the word accepting.
Sage
Dhowmya did exactly this. In the same chapter of Mahabharata, many
such instances where Dhowmya eradicated the evil qualities of his
disciples have also been narrated.
The
Gurus of the present day are generally those who impart knowledge
pertaining to the worldly subjects. Some of them may even teach the
external aspect of spiritual knowledge. Most of them are not capable
of leading the disciples in the real spiritual path. Why complain
about the present day! Even in ancient times, such Gurus were very
rare. The difference is, the ordinary Gurus of ancient times knew
that they were ordinary and that sages like Dhowmya were extra-ordinary.
The ordinary Gurus of the present times are not aware that they are
ordinary! Therefore, they and their disciples are often haunted by
questions such as was Dhowmyas behaviour humane?
It doesnt stop there. They go ahead and conclude that Dhowmya
was inhuman. This conclusion is brought about not by their discriminative
intellect, but by their question itself!
To
overcome this, the episode of Dhowmya and Upamanyu should be analysed
in the light of this Sookti.
Dhowmya Maharshi had full comprehension of the good qualities of Upamanyu.
At the same time, he was fully aware of the one big defect in him
also. What was that defect? His craving for food! Upamanyu never told
a lie. He never disobeyed his Guru. He did his duty with dedication.
He was a very receptive student. In spite of all this, the only defect
that he had that of over eating was a big hindrance
in his Sadhana. It was not compatible with the lifestyle of a sage.
Unless this defect was rectified, Upamanyu would not become a Rishi
(Rishi is one who has visualised mantra).
To achieve this, Dhowmya decided that he should accept
the defect, namely - craving for food that was inherent in Upamanyu.
He decided to eradicate that quality. Quality is something that cannot
be physically reachable. It takes shelter in an object. Here, the
undesirable quality had taken shelter in food articles. Therefore,
the Guru had to accept food that Upamanyu got by begging.
After that, he accepted milk and finally he accepted the
frothy milk left over by the calves.
Consequently,
the undesirable quality had to look for shelter. If any other bad
quality was present in the boy, the earlier bad quality would have
gained strength in its company and would have manifested in some other
form. Since there was no other bad quality in him, it remained alone
and finally made the boy blind. It made him fall into the well.
Even
then the Gurus heart did not soften.
Having regained consciousness while lying still in the well, Upamanyus
discriminative mind started working. Analysis started in his mind.
What was the analysis about? The mind wanted to find out as to what
caused blindness. Soon he got the answer. He realized that it was
not the Arka milk or the cruelty of the Guru that had caused the blindness.
It is because I disobeyed my Guru that I became blind
he realized.
What
about the Guru? What transpired in him? He was now in tears.
The
Guru gave a call.
The disciple answered.
Mantras started flowing from his heart.
He became a Rishi.
There
was nothing that needed to be eradicated.
He
therefore became independent and capable of visualizing
the mantras.
What does independence mean here? Mere blessings of the Sadguru was
enough for him. No other instruction was necessary. That itself is
freedom. That itself is independence. That itself is liberation.
What is meant by blessings of the Sadguru? The firm resolve of the
Guru to eradicate the evil quality rooted in his disciple itself is
a blessing. Such a resolve was there in Dhowmya. It is because of
that resolve that Upamanyu became liberated.
Viewed
in this light, one will appreciate that the behaviour of Dhowmya was
the ultimate manifestation of humanity.
Some may feel that this is an extreme way of understanding the story.
The meaning of words such as accepting and independence
might seem over-stretched. The fourth line of the Sookti clarifies
the doubt. It says shaanta roga ivaaturah when
there is nothing left for the physician to accept from a patient,
the patient becomes health and free. Even here, the word accept
is intended to mean eradicate. Thus, when a doctor eradicates
the disease from a patient, the patient becomes free (from the doctor).
He will not be subjected to strict therapeutic and dietetic regimen
anymore. In fact, medicines and diet will become useless. He becomes
free to eat what he wants.
This
is how we should understand the meaning of the Sookti. When we understand
in this perspective, we will realize as to what a great Guru sage
Dhowmya was and what a great disciple Upamanyu was.
By
the grace of Lord Dattatreya, the primordial Guru, may you all become
capable of comprehending the sublime path in which the Sadguru sets
us free.
Jaya
Guru Datta.
Sri
Swamiji